it's been 6mths...
i simply cant believe it... today's 22 july 2005 already, exactly 6mths after my cat passed on... i miss him like crazy! 6 mths... 152 days... 3648hrs... n counting... without him by my side, and nt able to hug n cuddle n squeeze him anymore... this is really hard...
i know whenever i tell my frens bout wad happened to him, i'll b smilin n relatin nicely... but i guess nt many know i'm actually still hurtin frm tt day... wad else can i do? cry in front of them? tt's nt me... my rule: try nt to cry infront of others... dun c e need to spread e mood around right? :)
anw, sometimes i do wonder, y do we haf to care so much n feel so attached to someone, n allowin them to affect(or control) our moods n feelings? y allow ourselves to cry when they decide to step out of our life, abandoning us... b it wif intentions of ever returnin or simply leavin forever? y open our heart, n then to find it being slashed lateR?
guess this is LiFe...
"life: the interval of time between birth and death"
a simple definition, yet such a complex word...

why do u haf to b in e carpark tt fateful night?
DROPS OF RAINBOWY