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look at e time now!!!!

my eyelids r so heavy... i feel i can jus slp on my keyboard anytime...

i'm doing my philo essay which is so draining... my brain juices are squeezed dry... and i've nothin much to write... taking a break frm it now~

i'm actually supposed to be watching e chelsea-barcelona match... ok... not really 'supposed to' but it's in my plan to watch THE match... so ya, in another words, i'm actually supposed to watch the match... but owell, at least e tv is on for me to listen to e match...

but i hafta finish e essay! =|

pardon me if u dun understand wad crap i'm writing... my brain's shutted down already~

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horoscopes

i realise my feelings and situations have been pretty similar with this fren who's also a Virgo... so decided to check bout it...

Virgo (August 23-September 23)
pic taken frm http://www.stardust-horoscope.com/

A sense of spring cleaning comes in early for you this year. Look around you. What do you need and what seems to just take up too much of your time and space? The more you get rid of the clutter in your life, the easier it will be for you to breath and just live your life the way you want to. (cant agree more!) The simple life is calling out your name and the simpler you live your life the happier you are going to be. Lighten your load and begin to enjoy your life today!
taken frm http://www.manic-raven.com/Michelle/Horoscopes.html#VIRGO

owell... this is the most apt prediction tt i found... e others... neh~ :P

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emotional

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wow! wad can i say... a full week of emotions rollercoaster ride...

u name it, i've got it~ hopeful, disappointed, ecstatic, pissed, surprised/amazed, excited, nonchalant...

i'm actually still feelin v fed up and frustrated and pissed... feel i'm being treated like some stupid idiotic irritating piece of dirt... do u even treat me as ur fren? wad e heck! argh! wadever...

back to happier stuffs... heard frm yufen there's a palm-readin service at e forum... so decided to try it out... whaha! e most surprising/alarming advice that e palmist gave me was... not to marry early or else i may remarry... yikes! haha! but again, it's sth just for fun la, shdnt believe TOTALLY~ though i do believe in fate, we shd creating our own destiny...

saw my beloved yiwen on e train on my way home!!!!! was such a pleasant surprise!!! miss her so so much!!! had a great wonderful time reminiscing the AH past~ gosh! all e silly things we've done!!! like how yufen once dragged me down e stairs wif me bouncin on my butt~
i miss AH~~~
i miss guides,
i miss marching under e afternoon blazing sun,
i miss guides' bday 'celebration', which always turned out as a tekan session,
i miss having a proper class,
i miss the old block,
i miss the container classrms,
i miss jisiao-ing ppl ( yf n yiwen will know who our poor victims r...),
i miss drawing smily faces on xiaopork's collar,
i miss gossipin wif xiaopork and steven durin maths lesson, instead of doin our maths papers,
i miss the prawn mee and fishball noodles,
i miss escapin the canteen after our recess ended b4 zzf locked it up,
i miss the morning rush to the parade sq for flag raising, so as to prevent bein punished to run for being late...
i miss the morning exercise...
i miss the '全体肃立'(yes, commands for flag raising were in chinese)，
i miss the '全体解散'/'sch dismissed' and then the clap (weird but tt's wad we did, clapped once when we're dismissed),
i miss complainin about e lame sch rules - no earrings (studs or no studs), no coloured ear sticks, no long hair,

I MISS MY SEC SCH LIFE!!!!

really dislike uni... budden again, i've learned alot. acadamic-related, independence, got to know some of my frens better, i know myself alil better... but most impt-ly, i truely realise how impt some of my frens are to me (alittle slow huh...)... n ya, i'm sorry but i do take some of them for granted...

and i'm v thankful they're around when i needed them e most~ =) tc guys~! cherish u all! =)

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pray...

jus read my fren's blog entry... and well, we're on e same boat... not really feeling e greatest right now~ in fact it sux real bad...

i've been wonderin... will i ever learn e art of lettin go? will i ever forget bout him? really feel like a fool... and sometimes i really hope he'll stop being so nice and jus b mean to me... it may make me dislike him instead...

a quote from csi (roughly... e idea is there...) "u think ur dream may soon come true but when it's suddenly taken away frm u, u feel kinda disappointed..." i know it's statin e obvious, it's quite a meaningless quote but it's exactly how i feel now...

hurt and depressed and lost...

let's hope things will turn out fine for my fren and i, and for anyone who's feelin down...

cheers

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day of reminiscing

finally got to meet up wif this great pal of mine who i've not seen for ages... was actually supposed to meet him in dec but was kinda postphoned and postphoned till yest~ haha! treated me to lunch and movie, which was supposed to b for my bday 6mths ago, haha~ he is jus so sweet... haha! =)

but wad makes it more meaningful is e fact tt we got to chitchat face-to-face... yes be amazed~ 0.0 though we've known each other for 7 yrs, though we've chatted on e phone b4, talked online, smsed, we've actually nv really chatted in person b4... UNBELIEVABLE!!! haha... so it was really nice... but Jarhead sux real badly! boring movie which is full of crude jokes but no climax... we were just waiting for e movie to end! gosh! felt so paiseh cos i was the one who recommended this movie and put us in misery~ =|

WARNING : WATCH JARHEAD AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!!

and had alumni dinner at AH... or shd i say guides-cum-ncc alumni dinner cos only e 2ccas were there! -,-'" and it's really 女大十八变 cos my seniors were lookin gorgeous~ and everyone was jus so fascinated by e chocolate fondue fountain... delicious! wahah!!! but my disgusting rechargeable batts lost all their charges and i couldnt take many pics, at least not as many as i would love to, including the one where all levels of guides gathered for a pic! argh!

and this is the only group pic i have...

but it's such a great pic~ jus too bad weeinn had gone off already~

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^o^

*yawns*

a hot afternoon... if only i can do nothing and jus slp...

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a supposed-to-be-short-but-turned-out-long entry

it has been awhile...

alittle too bz to blog... or shd i say, there's nothin much for me to blog about anw...

uni life is so dull...

i'm actually doing my 2nd programming lab assignment now and it's driving me crazy! it's gonna get harder, which means i'll get crazier... shit...
and as i was telling grace, mayb i shd post my program here since i'm having this bloggin drought and haha! make this blog one of the most boring stupid meaningless blog around... heh! owell...

anw, wasted the whole of my sat! feelin so -,-"'! went to e temple in morning, then shopped and when i reached home at around 3, was intending to go to my neighbour's hse to bai nian but was so tired tt i fall aslp and slept all e way till 7plus!

o i suddenly thot of one excitin thing happening later! it's e match between chelsea n liverpool! wahaha!!! n i miss driving!!!!

anw, there're so many movies tt i wanna watch!!! i not stupid too, match point, north country.. n coming up, casanova, transamerica( but still not much news of it), munich, final destination 3! woohoo!!! too bad brokeback mountain's r21 or else, it'll surely be on my must-watch list! wahah~ =)

tC guys!

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