drops of rainbow

emotional

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wow! wad can i say... a full week of emotions rollercoaster ride...

u name it, i've got it~ hopeful, disappointed, ecstatic, pissed, surprised/amazed, excited, nonchalant...

i'm actually still feelin v fed up and frustrated and pissed... feel i'm being treated like some stupid idiotic irritating piece of dirt... do u even treat me as ur fren? wad e heck! argh! wadever...

back to happier stuffs... heard frm yufen there's a palm-readin service at e forum... so decided to try it out... whaha! e most surprising/alarming advice that e palmist gave me was... not to marry early or else i may remarry... yikes! haha! but again, it's sth just for fun la, shdnt believe TOTALLY~ though i do believe in fate, we shd creating our own destiny...

saw my beloved yiwen on e train on my way home!!!!! was such a pleasant surprise!!! miss her so so much!!! had a great wonderful time reminiscing the AH past~ gosh! all e silly things we've done!!! like how yufen once dragged me down e stairs wif me bouncin on my butt~
i miss AH~~~
i miss guides,
i miss marching under e afternoon blazing sun,
i miss guides' bday 'celebration', which always turned out as a tekan session,
i miss having a proper class,
i miss the old block,
i miss the container classrms,
i miss jisiao-ing ppl ( yf n yiwen will know who our poor victims r...),
i miss drawing smily faces on xiaopork's collar,
i miss gossipin wif xiaopork and steven durin maths lesson, instead of doin our maths papers,
i miss the prawn mee and fishball noodles,
i miss escapin the canteen after our recess ended b4 zzf locked it up,
i miss the morning rush to the parade sq for flag raising, so as to prevent bein punished to run for being late...
i miss the morning exercise...
i miss the '全体肃立'(yes, commands for flag raising were in chinese)，
i miss the '全体解散'/'sch dismissed' and then the clap (weird but tt's wad we did, clapped once when we're dismissed),
i miss complainin about e lame sch rules - no earrings (studs or no studs), no coloured ear sticks, no long hair,

I MISS MY SEC SCH LIFE!!!!

really dislike uni... budden again, i've learned alot. acadamic-related, independence, got to know some of my frens better, i know myself alil better... but most impt-ly, i truely realise how impt some of my frens are to me (alittle slow huh...)... n ya, i'm sorry but i do take some of them for granted...

and i'm v thankful they're around when i needed them e most~ =) tc guys~! cherish u all! =)

DROPS OF RAINBOWY