drops of rainbow

breather and then exams!

Finally i can take a breather! no more assignments, no more essays, no more programming... woohoo! no more rushing of work over the weekends...yea~ they're all done... u know, for the past 4-5 days, it has been essays essays and essays for philosophy... 3 blog comments aka short essays and 1 formal essay... i almost died!
*anw, sarah, u still wan to read them?* =)

n exams are coming...

anw, guess what, yest's unofficially the 2nd last day of sch! next week i'll only be gg back on wed.. great! time to watch all the webcasts for lects i've been pon-ing...

i've actually surprised myself this sem... nv been SO concerned about my studies b4... most obvious evidence - i'm at least makin an effort to pay attention during lects...erm... other than those tt i pon... ya~ i know this may b nothing to most of u but ask my jc pals and they'll tell u i dozed off during almost all the lects. so i'm applauding myself for this...rmb once, i was even asked to wake up by e lecturer, right in front of everyone! it was so paiseh! -.-"' anw, coming back to present, guess nus environment FORCEs one to study... tt's e only way to survive there cos tt's wad everyone does anw... but i'm glad i haben made studying solely my life... there's still time for other stuffs, except of cos when e deadline's tml n i'm not even halfway done! =D

i realised e virgo's perfectionist streak in me is startin to show... was jus tellin grace about it yest... eg. after uploadin my assignment, i spot a mistake like a 'space' out of place, i'll correct tt space, delete e uploaded file, and upload e corrected file! haha! yea, even if it's jus a space~ it's scary but i cant control! jus cant stand that space STARIN at me~ Haha!

anw, tml gotta go 扫墓... need to wake up at 5am!!! gosh! on a SUNDAY somemore! argh! i can nv wake up early on sun... set my alarm at 9, 10, or 11... i'll only wake up at 1pm...heh! anw, time really flies.. it has been 2 yrs and almost 1 yr since my 2 grandmas passed on... tt period was really tough.. lost 3 of my family.. my paternal grandma in dec 2003, 1yr later my dearest cat, and half yr later my maternal granny.. totally overwhelmed me... esp e first 2 deaths... not tt my maternal granny did not matter to me, but cos afterall my paternal granny and my cat live with my family so it's weird to find them suddenly disappear totally... besides, i was there when they breathed their last so it was pretty 'traumatisin'..

hm... realise i've written such a long post! another 'essay'...

k then... tata~

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