my "machine gun"
i jus got my psychology mod... 702 for one mod... it's alil crazy but hope i made e right choice.. wanted to go for e gek on geisha, samurai but e assignments jus look v intimidatin~ owell... at least no more biddin to worry.. i've gotten all my 5 mod! but tut ballotin is comin... ... ... argh~!
anw, i've been in a pretty bad mood nowadays... dunno y also.. i've been snappin at everyone, esp my family... which isnt gd~
always buy dinner for my cousin everytime i give him tuition and wad did he say when i bought him his duck rice last thurs? he complaint tt i bought frm e wrong stall... tt there were only bones n no meat n tt e stall his mum buys frm haf lots of delicious meat~ wah! i jus rattled on n on n on... "it's gd enuff tt i buy dinner for u..wad more u wan? u so li hai u buy urself la...somemore there're 3 coffeeshops near ur hse, how i know which stalls u wan frm... still complain. next time i come i'm nt gonna buy any dinner for u... ..." n on n on.. he may jus b commentin but tt few sentences jus set me off... but of cos, i'm still gonna continue buyin dinner for him... heh~
then another time, i forgot to brin my keys out n asked my bro to open e door n he passed e keys through e window to me..i know there's actually nothin wrong with this but i jus couldnt stand his laziness(despite bein lazy myself) so i commented "isit so hard to open e door for me?" well well well...
but despite all these, i'll try to take e initiative to talk..u know to break e silence in awkward situation... last time, whenever i quarrel wif my family, i make sure they give in and do e talkin first instead of me, to show tt "yea i've won!"...i guess this applies to alot of ppl.. but now, i c no pt in draggin on e cold war, besides e longer it drags on, e harder it becomes to 'bury e hatchet'... so right now, i will take e initiative~
next time, i shd start countin to 10 b4 i open my mouth...
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