sth to learn
i really hate making decision...
whenever i have some decisions to make, it'll somehow end up in a discussion and somehow it'll end up with me being at fault, the one who's not being fair. and when i explained that things are not that way, it's "no i've been thru that, that's not possible". how can you be so sure since you're NOT ME. i feel so accused! and wad's wrong with me preparing myself for the worst situation, when i dun feel fairly treated in the first place, when i can't be promised anything?
i think i'm too nice, and i really suck at standing up for myself. i really have to learn how to stand up for myself, and LEARN IT FAST.
DROPS OF RAINBOWY